Poems Submitted in April of 2000

"MY BEING"
FOR IT WAS YOU WHO CREATED MY BEING TO ME, HOW MYSTERIOUS YOUR THOUGHTS ALREADY YOU KNOW MY SOUL MY BODY HOLDS NO SECRETS FROM YOU YOU MADE ME BEFORE THE OCEANS WHEN THERE WERE NO SPRINGS OF WATER I WALKED THE LIVING GROUNDS UPON WHERE YOU FIRST LAID THE EARTH'S FOUNDATIONS YOU MADE ME BEFORE THE MOUNTAINS BEFORE ANY HILLS COULD CONQUER THE HEAVENS BEFORE THE EARTH AND ITS FIELDS AND EVEN THE FIRST HANDFUL OF SOIL YOU MADE ME BEFORE THE SKY WAS SET IN PLACE WHEN YOU STRECHED THE HORIZON ACROSS THE OCEANS WHEN YOU PLACED THE CLOUDS IN THE SKY AND OPENED THE SPRINGS OF WATERS I SHALL DWELL IN THE LAND OF THE LIVING FOR MY EYES HAVE SEEN YOUR SALVATION I THANK YOU FOR THE WONDER OF MY BEING FOR THE WONDERS OF ALL YOUR CREATION.
THERESA TOBY
boom_bang@email.com



"MY BEING"
FOR IT WAS YOU WHO CREATED MY BEING TO ME, HOW MYSTERIOUS YOUR THOUGHTS ALREADY YOU KNOW MY SOUL MY BODY HOLDS NO SECRETS FROM YOU YOU MADE ME BEFORE THE OCEANS WHEN THERE WERE NO SPRINGS OF WATER I WALKED THE LIVING GROUNDS UPON WHERE YOU FIRST LAID THE EARTH'S FOUNDATIONS YOU MADE ME BEFORE THE MOUNTAINS BEFORE ANY HILLS COULD CONQUER THE HEAVENS BEFORE THE EARTH AND ITS FIELDS AND EVEN THE FIRST HANDFUL OF SOIL YOU MADE ME BEFORE THE SKY WAS SET IN PLACE WHEN YOU STRECHED THE HORIZON ACROSS THE OCEANS WHEN YOU PLACED THE CLOUDS IN THE SKY AND OPENED THE SPRINGS OF WATERS I SHALL DWELL IN THE LAND OF THE LIVING FOR MY EYES HAVE SEEN YOUR SALVATION I THANK YOU FOR THE WONDER OF MY BEING FOR THE WONDERS OF ALL YOUR CREATION.
THERESA TOBY
boom_bang@email.com



"Life"
To die, There is a point. Why is there suffering? Can't you see we can't stop the way Life goes?
Mike Voran
buddhist61@hotmail.com



"Life is like a Mountain"
My life is like a giant mountain, With rocks and sharp edges all over. Sometimes I slip and fall back to the rocky bottom, But I always get back up and successfully climb it once again.
Mike Voran
buddhist61@hotmail.com



"The Wolf"
In the gloominess of the night, While everything is still, Something moves without any light, Along the lonely hill. Through the darkness and erieness, It wanders among the shadows. Creeping through the loneliness, And through the deserted meadows. Weak and weary it lays to rest, Among the shrubs and bushes. Till the next night it is the best, But now it lays and hushes.
Mike Voran
buddhist61@hotmail.com



"SECRET SINS"
The days pass so slow. When there's nothing to do. The answers I don't know. But how I wish I knew. I'm all alone. Up here in my room. My soul plays a sad,sad song. My heart plays a tune of doom. The door is locked. The key is gone. Don't even knock. Until you hear my song. Those who don't know me. who only wish they did. Those are the ones who judge me of things I never said. Their plastic smiles. Their foriegn grins. My crooked miles. I'm reaching my ends. You think you're above me but I know you're not. Always below me. I hope you rot. All these sinful things I never forget. Our unattached srtings. My shoes never fit. Why do you act so real? I know you're fake. Why do you attempt to feel? You're nothing but a deadly snake. It's not right. That you're so free. Why do I try? It's so hard to be me. There's nothing left to do. This is all I have left. I only wish I knew. These secret sins you have kept. BY: Katie
Katie Newman
cheerchick55@thesimpsons.com



"Graduation Day ©"
Time is gradually getting near, The day when high school life ends, Every eye will carry a tear, In that ONLY time will mend. Things will never be the same, These memories etched in stone, No one's high school years will ever change, Neither friendships they have known. Copyright ©: FastDan
FastDan
FastDan2000@hotmail.com



"Evil's Work"
It's is not the devil that we must fear It is the followers that we must not go near Killing, torturing and haunting with an order I would call it a mental disorder... They say they must follow the instruction When they see total destruction They deny it for the fear of their jobs It only makes them pure bunch of snobs.... They think they're in control But they live with murder in their soul Melancholic lunatics wondering around with red eyes With such unlawful denies... They donot fear death for they know they'll encounter it soon At midnight, at night , in the morning or in the afternoon They know someday they'll pay the prize If only they had thought about it twice
Maria Vera
Mararies5@aol.com



"Trees at Half-Past"
Trees at Half-Past Gathered,confident, Gathered, prim, early or late, Brave and unadorned Save for a soft green bud-brooch Their poised heads reach up To the sky behind the glass On elegant necks That turn in acknowledgement Their feet dip down, sweep Miles down to some hidden ground, They nod cordially, Nod and bow and stand to tea Creak, tip, lean to hear, Stretch and moan and chat, content, Spindly forms so strong, Standing, lingering, sighing, Stately, standing to tea.
JuniorN
jrnewell@yahoo.com



"Thank God For The Angel"
"Thank God for the Angel" You may not belive me but i thought i was never going to be loved until the man up above sended me this beautiful angel that could give me this love and for this I thank him very much Aindrea you dont know how much you mean to me way before that special day when I met you I felt my heart bleeding I thought nobody was going to stop the blood from proceeding but when god send me this angel i knew it would stop Aindrea your the key for everything i have,especially my heart and i know that god will never, never break us apart and i thank him so much with my incredible recovered heart How could it be that Angel and Aindrea both start with the letter "A" I just love the way god does this, this is the special way thank you god from up above for the angel that is giving me this tremendous true love
David
e402@excite.com



"Thank God For The Angel"
"Thank God for the Angel" You may not belive me but i thought i was never going to be loved until the man up above sended me this beautiful angel that could give me this love and for this I thank him very much Aindrea you dont know how much you mean to me way before that special day when I met you I felt my heart bleeding I thought nobody was going to stop the blood from proceeding but when god send me this angel i knew it would stop Aindrea your the key for everything i have,especially my heart and i know that god will never, never break us apart and i thank him so much with my incredible recovered heart How could it be that Angel and Aindrea both start with the letter "A" I just love the way god does this, this is the special way thank you god from up above for the angel that is giving me this tremendous true love
David
e402@excite.com



"Thank God For The Angel"
"Thank God for the Angel" You may not belive me but i thought i was never going to be loved until the man up above sended me this beautiful angel that could give me this love and for this I thank him very much Aindrea you dont know how much you mean to me way before that special day when I met you I felt my heart bleeding I thought nobody was going to stop the blood from proceeding but when god send me this angel i knew it would stop Aindrea your the key for everything i have,especially my heart and i know that god will never, never break us apart and i thank him so much with my incredible recovered heart How could it be that Angel and Aindrea both start with the letter "A" I just love the way god does this, this is the special way thank you god from up above for the angel that is giving me this tremendous true love
David
e402@excite.com



"Drowning in a lonely ocean"
Here I am, drowning in a lonely ocean. Overthrown from the ship of life, by the actions of my past. As the water crashes over my head, I see the face of the one soul that could save me. But she cannot save me, no. She is held back, by the actions.
Bobby
bobboman5784@yahoo.com



"YES CHILD"
"Yes child" i said to her "what do you want now? have you not wasted enough of my time but no you're here again" "oh you wise and gracious one" im so glad you spare me your time" "this will be but the last time" i said im geting sick of you!! " "why do you call me child? when i am older than you?" "you infantile i speak of brains you know your lacking there!! " "Now listen here and listen good your on a very tihn line, i am sick to detah of you, you are a awaste of time" "Now walk on back out that door, And do not turn around For oyu child have much to learn as proved when oyu questioned the queen!"
jenny
goblej@student.pc.wa.edu.au



"Are Dreams Reality"
"Are our dreams the visions of mind to heart searching for sensual seduction Of thoughts we await see, or the images of a foreseen night in flight we want To feel in reality, or the ecstasy of rapture the intensity of love we want To feel, or images of love the meaning of content, of two hearts falling from A realm within heart of love from another sent."ßÿ NìtêHåwk``04-26-2000
James Yerge
nitehawk5@hotmail.com



"frustation"
Silence stings my eyes and sets my tongue afire with curses swings the sycles in my mind and makes my pen bleed foolish verses
pagan
jrshernit@yahoocom



""A Homeless Hell""
Her body is torn between reality and the non an almost tingle so close to death her fingers have almost felt it's crush She lays under the bridge, her head trying to balance on a limp neck, unfeeling from the drink of the day, hour, second Everything glows, or dims depending on the extreme heat of the day or almost painful freeze of the night Right now everything is an exhausting heat, but she can't force herself to move out of the heavy, beaded shawl she had once bought for $100 at Macy's, only pocket change at the time, now precious, her only true valued posession Her body is too weak, too vulnerable, too much of anything to be considerd real When people see her they laugh, jeer, cringe, avoid, but rarely do they ever feel thankful for not being where she is, and once in awhile she'll look at a nicely dressed business woman and think, I was there, believe me, I was once a person, I was once excepted, she pleads with those black circled eyes But they do little wondering about her, just another junky, bum...typical on the city streets decorated in trash, litter The only thing that makes her tick, where all her can collecting cash is deposited every other day is the thick brown bottle that ended her real life and gave her a one way ticket to this hell and she clutches that square bottle devouring a bitter, burning that takes so long to set in now days And yet the liquor store will except her as long as those crinkled bills come in, nothing else matters, and they will gratefully give her alchohol so that they can support their own families and not have to worry about insignificant garbage like herself She retreats to the alley and she cries over what she's lost and what she has to look forward to
~*MT*~
mega_nator@hotmail.com



"Technicolor"
I stood across the warmth Watching the technicolor of my pagan rituals, With an orgasmic blush I snicker at the idols that i once upheld, And every butterfly that once enticed me swarmed around my head In a blur of technicolor, But as the moons passed So have my obsessions; All the idols I once adored Have smashed themselves upon the edges of my heart, So now I find myself Looking across the warmth Searching for another idol To uphold and adore... This dedicated to all the crushes I have recently gotten over.

edgecrusher17@aol.com



"Sleep"
i want to sleep i hope to dream to exscape into a better world a place where nothing matters I wish to cross planes to a realm where fantasy reins the place where future reveals and the present is made different I hope to exscape to where sanity doesn't matter Where my reality is warped and if there is pain I'll onlt awake again to relize it was not real I want to enter into my comatose door and walk into a different world......
JR
edgecrusher17@aol.com



"She Came"
Tonught death came With gentle breath And tender hand She came to wisk away My Fears My pain My dreams She walked with me Down the path Of Eternal Sleep Showing my life's scenes of My birth My growing My Death With a gentle kiss She leaves me With soft words "your time is not yet nigh" I revieve I awake I breathe I am still here... I am still here...
Jonathan Ross
Edgecrusher17@aol.com



"I Have Failed"
I pray at times, For someone to give me the power. To make it in this lost world, As I count down the hours. My body is still here, But my heart and soul are gone. It all happened at one time, When she said she moved on. I give up in this small world, Now nothing matters. I hate myself for trying, She dropped me like and egg, my heart splattered. Stupid people make dumb mistakes, I was added to that list. But my memory still remains, I still remember the first kiss.
Nick Lee Lambert
limpbizkit_95@yahoo.com



"Just One Chance"
All he ever asked for, Was just that once last chance. He never knew he had the first, It's like a song where he can't dance. She told him after a fight, He lost the chance he was given. But he never knew he had one, If he did he would have been driven. Driven to make her happy, To make her every wish a reality. But until he lost it he never knew it was his, Sadly enough, this unfortunate fool is me. For one single chance to let her know, Without her turning her back. I'd do anything she has ever asked me, I could make up for the slack. Some say that makes me a failure, Sometimes I feel I can agree. I lost what little hope I had, I lost what matters to me. But if I die trying, As many times as I have already said. She will never know exactly how I feel, I'll keep that with me until I'm dead. I can't say what wouldn't matter to her, Anyway she wouldn't care. So why should I tell her anything, So I say I have nothing to share. Just learn to hide my feelings, Keep everything to myself. Makes her stay my friend, For pretending I could care less.
Nick Lee Lambert
limpbizkit_95@yahoo.com



"Grandpa"
How can someone be so cruel, when I have suffered such a loss? They don't even know the pain that I have been going through. We got a phone call saying he was not going to make it through another night or two. The doctors told us he was too weak that he would pass away real soon. I could have done without knowing what I knew. But at least we got there in time to say "Grandpa, we love you." My family stood beside him and watched him take his last breath, for we knew he was now at peace and in a better place where cancer couldn't hurt him anymore. One day we will see him again and what a day that will be.
Danielle
giggles82_82@yahoo.com



"Drowned Love"
My life is the darkness Until I see her smile As the sun dawned on the first day of time Her smile alights in her eyes and everything else for miles But the joy in her face and the light in her eyes Does not go far enough to reach her own heart On gossamer wings she flutters above my head And that which she once brightened, upon passing, turns once again dark She flies and floats and flutters and flirts Out of the reach of my longing hands Sometimes her caress is one of love But I know now it will never be me for whom she lands She toys with my emotions, and plays games with my mind The rules of which are never given, and change with a whim The barrier she places before me is one vast ocean Larger than space itself, it is an ocean across which I could never swim Be that as it may, stroke after stroke I take towards the opposite shore But I am drowning, and I doubt that she will ever even see I tried to use my love as a ship, but it has since drowned in a storm I watch in horror as I see a body slip below the waves, the one that once belonged to me I realize now that I can rise above the water And finally I will be able to say to her "Goodbye, forever"
Ryan Shutes
Coren_Sartan@hotmail.com



"Untitled"
Stalk my godess, Your prey is near, The things of desire, The things of fear, Stalk fair princess, The end is near, An end to suffering, An end to tears, Harken my angel, Ease my pain, Show me how to live, Show me how to breathe.
Daniel Ybarra
Needmoluvin@aol.com



"Pouring From My Veins"
I feel it run through my veins It surges through my body My heart racing My mind pacing My body becomes hot with rage My mind a blur The knife I take grasp No pain I feel as my skin is sliced The blood begins to run The slits become longer and deeper The blood now pouring from my veins The knife falls My body collapses As my mind runs And my eyes start to close The pool of blood becoming larger My heart stops My body lies there cold becoming stiff The pain now gone The life at an end
Devil's Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"The Crime"
I knew you well Though not enough You lied and took me away Then all of a sudden, it happened Scared I didn't move When all was over I laid and cried Left like some dirty rag Left on the ground I ran home and spent time Trying to wash the pain away Never will I forget that day That fourth of July
Devils Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"My Soul Denied"
My soul denied Of love is not The way one wants to live The thought makes one want to die Listen carefully one must sigh The world is neither yours nor mine Love is useless Why then, why? My soul raped of all it hides Left devestated to die
Devils Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"The Pain of Love"
Love is quick Love is sweet Love conquers and destroys The pain and confusion Is great when your love Don't return the love You sit and cry Alone at night The pain and confusion Then stops when the shot calls out!
Devils Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"The Pain of LOve"





"This Hate Inside"
This hate inside, I can't direct This hate inside, my life's regret It comes, it goes I release my pain in my book Though death doesn't scare me, you do You love me so, I love you so Why? I scream My love is strong, strong for you I'm scared to be with you I'm scared to leave If you should ever go, then my life I'd throw behind I love you, love you, love you
Devils Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"This Hate Inside"





"I Still Love You"
I still love you Don't know why Can't shake this feeling Think I could die I try and try to forget your love But no I can't forget enough I don't need you, don't need no one You smile lovingly and say yes you do I shrug and reply I guess you mean you? Yeah you reply with a smile I love you so much you say Love ya too I sigh
Devils Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"Die"
I could kill you I really could To feel your warm blood on my hands You hurt me, I hate you How could you do this to a girl? What the fuck were you thinking? Now it's my turn to hurt you A slow death you'll have I'll torture you till you beg to die Then at that I'll torture you more You held me down, you made me cry I screamed, but all you did was laugh There were times I tried to die But others made that will weak I am happy now although sad You sent me away from my one true love You told me you were my dad You said my dad didn't care about me Well in the end your lies shown through So die, mother fucker, die
Devils Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"Something Gone Wrong"
Something's gone wrong I don't know why We used to talk But in a few days all has changed You supported and comforted me in my time of need You were a great friend I thank you for all you showed me In my heart you'll always be I hope that someday you'll find the happiness you seem so desperate to find Maybe you'll find the strength to smile Your past maybe be blinding Be paitent and be calm for not all are gonna hurt you I hope I didn't Thank you for letting me get close even though it wasn't as close as I've been with others Always keep this to remember me by
Devil's Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"Innocence Lost"
I don't even know you Inside you depend on me You trust me Little do you know the end is near The innocence inside me will soon be lost The sadness I feel is great I'm not ready to bring you into the world yet I know You'll go to a better place Mommy and Daddy are scared and sad All the feelings that I feel you'll never know Although I'll never meet you I still love you So I say farewell We shall meet in the future Remember you will always remain in my heart




"A Dad"
Sometimes I wish I had a dad who loved me for me not for what he wanted me to be. I wish I had a dad who would call just to say hello not to yell at me for something I did three weeks ago. I wish I had a dad who would drive fifty miles just so he could see one of my smiles. I wish my dad would make me laugh, not cry. I wish my dad would love me for me.
Melisa
Frisky_Kitty_69@hotmail.com



"Why"
Why can't things be like they were when we walked, holding hands, kissing cheecks? Why did you tell me that we would always be together if you never meant forever? Why did I even bother to listen to your lies about loving me when you knew it could never be? Why?
Melissa
Frisky_Kitty_69@hotmail.com



"Blood"
Red, dark red The blood stains your clothes Your eyes start to water the fear starts to dwell deep inside The sirens around you the pain cuts deep like a knife A person looms above you as you ly on the ground The pain, the hurt You want to kill him He deserves to die He looks around to see and then starts to run You lie there with the blood stains and the torn clothes You cry, for your scared to die
Devil's Child
sarah_melton@yahoo.com



"i will never leave your side"
The magical feeling when you are around will be held inside of me this dream is forever that i have found, i will never leave your side My love grows stronger each and every day happiness becomes chemistry thinking of you puts stars in my sky i will never leave your side The sweet touch of your hand in mine feels like a thousand angels on every side seeing the reality of you being kind i will never leave your side Until that day we become even closer i can think of only your touch the warmth of knowing you love me too i will never leave your side
Kristen



"i will never leave your side"
The magical feeling when you are around will be held inside of me this dream is forever that i have found, i will never leave your side My love grows stronger each and every day happiness becomes chemistry thinking of you puts stars in my sky i will never leave your side The sweet touch of your hand in mine feels like a thousand angels on every side seeing the reality of you being kind i will never leave your side Until that day we become even closer i can think of only your touch the warmth of knowing you love me too i will never leave your side
Kristen
maureenl@idirect.com



"Time"
Time passes by, But what does it pass? Is time seemingly taking away your chances, Your opportunities? Is it taking away friends, Or taking away love? Time was made by man, Yet time seems to make a man. Are we, the people then to be blamed, For the creation of time? Time forces us to rush, to hurry, Maybe to pass things by. Time controls a man. Do people die because of passing time? Is that our excuse, our reason? How could it be the reason when we made-up time? If time heals all wounds, What then did we do before time? What would it be called if there never was “time”? When people want to grow-up, We say, “Give it time.” But is time ours to give away? Time controls us. Time has no mind.. It seems to be like a programmed robot. Never changing. Never giving a those few extra minutes to get up, Or to wash your hair. Have we created a monster? Has our creation turned against us? A time machine the never seems to end? We’ve entered hopeless battle With an invincible, yet non-existent force. Is life better because of time or are we worse off? Are we, the people, time, or just the creators? What then, is time?
Jen Lavigne
Jen_Lavigne@hotmail.com



"Mental Love"
The softness of your lips feel like an electric burst of energy . having you caress me into eternity As our bodies collapse into each others minds. No love can be greater than u and I . WE can sustain this feeling by taking this farther into an exotic place . where no human kind has traveled and no vitality has survived. Bathing ourselves with wisdom and earth. A unification of love and trust . I cant conceive there's a stronger bond on this universe.
Abby
abby@hotmail.com



"I Love You So Much"
I've never felt a love like this And I'm happy to feel it for you When I'm alone it is you I miss I hope you feel it too We rarely get to seed each other But we have still made it through I know I will never feel for another The same I feel for yoou You are my one and only The one that lifts my spirits When I feel lonely I wait days, sometimes weeks to feel your warm touch I guess what I'm trying to say is that I love you so much
C. Price
donmega73@hotmail.com



"D*A*W*N"
Woke up one day in morning light rays seeped in, impaired my sight in my midst, a surreptitious delight I arose from my linen sheets and with lissome steps was drawn to the lucid beauty of that dawn the blossom of a brand new day I conceived it with a brand new way the way it lingered inside my smile I gave an audience for a while from then on it seemed so right I would curse to see the night the whole day was filled with reconcile with the way the sun seemed to hit the tile a gleaming, incandescent style a glorious new day
Bob McManus
CIAsociety@aol.com



"Fragile"
Courage will break More easily than apprehension. I see, I hear I feel your swollen anger My pain is transparent. You take pieces of me, I too will break Out from behind deception. Masks divulge saline tears Bravery deteriorates Into unease Into fear But you don’t know. You are blind. Blinded by fury And your pain Which I feel But you can’t. You have yet to break.
Mara
Nadine330@aol.com



"emotionless"
bleeding lips and a heart of stone, she searches deperately. she can't remember her name, it's lost somewhere in his eyes. he made her like this. shattered her heart and replaced it with cold. she can't remember who she was or who she was meant to be. he raped her mind and took it all away. now she is a statue. a prefect replica of a human being. words rehearsed and movements staged. she doesn't know anything except the lies that have been fed to her. she tried to be real and then he fucked with her head. now she has nothing. only him and the false feelings he implanted inside of her. she has nobody to blame. she let him come and lie and take her soul away. her memories are fuzy and covered with dust. she has a vague recollect of a time when she once smiled. a million miles and a million days between her and that place. she could never find her way back. he told her she loved him. he told her she would always be his. she let him take her. and feed these things into her head. and now she can never be her own again.
brandi
vixen_brandi@yahoo.com



"scrapes"
a thousand oceans wash my bones and bury me in sand. in my death bed of dust and stone you lie next to me, your hands on my cold hands. your desperate eyes look so alone next to mine. i told you we would live forever, by now you know i lied. you think of things we never said and everything we shared. dripping from your lips are words that i will never hear. alone again and you scratch your skin and tear your eyes out to save you from the pain. now you know how it was in my head with the ghosts and memories that haunted me. i lived my life tortured and then i left it all to you. my legacy of desperation, an entire life lived in fear. you loved me and you can always heal but the scars you gave yourself will never go away. a thousand reasons to stand and let go of my cold hands. and all you do is break yourself over and over until theres nothing left.
brandi
vixen_brandi@yahoo.com



"I Won't Forget"
I haven't forgotten you yet The love you made me feel The day we met The love I thought was real I haven't forgotten your touch The burning passion That had gotten to be too much You alone....my obsession I haven't forgotten your smile The one that made the darkness disappear The one that made it all worth while Yet now drops a single tear I haven't forgotten your kiss So dark yet brought me light But that darkness I miss Like an ex-girlfriend might I haven't forgotten you All of you Everything about you The pain brought by you
Stephanie
korn_angel@2die4.com



"If Only My Heart Had Wings"
If only my heart had wings I could tell you how I feel with a gurantee of no pain I feel as though my heart sings Even though my face is tear stained Not a day passes when I don't think of your love And the joy it brought I felt like a dove Soaring high above You made me feel emotions I never knew I had You caused such comotion And left me nothing by sad So if only my heart had wings You would be here Listening to what I sing And all my fears Oh, if only my heart had wings I'd fly back to you
Megan
Lazybones96@home.com



"Thy Dark"
Darkness me feel Everyday getting closer Beyond the horizon The devils hand Time keeps him chained But when thy grain falls Engulfed I be Darkness in me Shadows the light No more bright Other s will feel My heaven It shall be Alone in thy dark I know not As his hand Grips the world Others shall feel The darkness me feel It shall be real
Saleem Razvi
srazvi@ttacs.ttu.edu



"I'd Do Almost Anything"
You make me want to bathe in acid to remove all residue of your touch. You make me want to take my heart and cut out all the bruises and such. You make me want to take my brain and dissect our memories. To cut you completely out of my life I'd do almost anything. I'd take my hair, one by one, and pull them from my head. I'd take my ears, rip them off to forget all the words you've said. I'd take my eyes, light them like candles to forget the way you look. To cut you completely out of my life I'd do anything it took.
Kristin Thatcher
kristin_nicole17@hotmail.com



"Cyber"
Flustered faces blushing cheeks cable mazes sexy screens Fingers gently touching keyboards heavy petting naked words Red-hot lovers miles apart anxiously guarding intimate art
Mark Holtzhausen
nemesis@cluesnet.co.za



"Schooner"
When younger, sail-shipping was close to the shore Never leaving the harbour for waters that roar But the time has now come to stop playing with toys 'Cause waters of living are not for young boys Setting squares to the wind on my schooner of life Letting go of the rope that protects us from strife I pull up the anchor cast an eye to the shore And there stand two people looking bruised, mad and sore Me staring at them Them staring at me The distance increasing It was all meant to be The breeze of ambition drive me onward to strife I wave bye to existence say hello to life...
Mark Holtzhausen
nemesis@cluesnet.co.za



"Still Storms"
Dreams and visions visions and dreams so outrageous I'm physically sick As if fate is there pointing it's sword at my throat "Move forward and die if you dare" But this whirl-wind of action this storm up ahead this monsoon of fire and rain is driven by some secret comforting breeze a quietness hidden inside With storms all around me tornado's of change I wonder why I'm here at all Till the still quiet breeze that I feel in my soul comes from outside to knock on my door I know now that if we can weather the storm we will find in the eye there is peace 'cause although when we see Him all hell will break loose yet the Master of still storms He is
Mark Holtzhausen
nemesis@cluesnet.co.za



"Alchemy"
In a dimly lit room with smoky-stale air by the ancient stirring of a gout-knuckled hand hoping to find that perfect elixer to change man's lead into gold Ancient flasks, timeless vessels pretenders to the essence of life with modern labels of redds and Black and a castle light... "forget the stoumach, this is good for the soul" with one - you're happy with two - on a roll And thus they sit fools gladly turning gold into nothing in their quest to turn nothing into gold Not realising in a living Vessel lies the fountain of life And their worthless tincture is a fool's paradise
Mark Holtzhausen
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